People ask me.

Its the problem of because I am overbored.
So, I feel like posting somemore since
I am gonna be very lazy to post soon.
I am in the first year in high school and I still
don't really like the school's atmosphere.
I feel so dumb there. I am depressed suddenly and
depression strucks me. I hate life. Dang it.
I guess I won't be leaving convent since I made a few friends
like Ding, Yee Wern, Tan, Janice, Whitney, Evelyn and lotz more.
I guess I won't be leaving school and will be staying there.
Lol. I am desprate of everything.
I wanna be the old me. I enjoy being it.
I really regret for not enjoying my life in the last year of primary school.
Now, I have homeworks, this and that.
Not that much of homework cause they are giving us papers
and asking us to do. Hell I tell you. I get myself,
I feel paranoid. I am so pathetic and me hates it. I am depressed in my inside
and nothing happened in my inside.
Chinese New Year is coming, bought new clothes yet??
I bought, but I still want my Man.Utd t-shirt not the jersey
but the TEE. I NEED IT and
I still need to get myself lots of basic tees.
Since I spent over the budget for my clothes,
my mum said I've enough but I am still stubborn
and wants more and lots of basic tees, I need more.
I really do yea know. Clothes makes me alive.
I feel so ... being myself. I make my decision but I always
regret and rather picked my old decision after everything was over
I know I need to get over it and make the righte
DeCiSiOns and not complain about it. I feel I really need to.
Lol, lyfe is like a piece of shit..
I really act like a coward this few weeks. I hate it.
I rather say I hate myself for being a weirdo.
My life need to be polished but it is still not done yet.
Dang dang dang. Everybody is enjoying life but not me.
I am so emo and I am getting worst everyday.
My life is not perfect anymore..I don't get enough.
Maybe I am not despress about love but I don't know what
I am depressed about. Sincerely speaking, all this words are true.
Don't think they are bullshits. I really mean it.
I need a good life. I need a boy. I need things.
I want so many things. I am over-reaccting.
I hate this..HATE HATE HATE!!!!!!!!!!!
I need to stop on9-ing, blogging, friendster-ing
and get myself to be DEAD. Or maybe I do not need to.
I will miss it. If only I am stop being emo and depressed.
My life would be ok and they old cheryl will still actually exist.
I dun want to say much. I wana get going. Chiaoz. :D

I hope I could play the piano without being emo anymore.

Love,
-cheryl.c